Do you think like me?

What am I but some silly girl blinded by thoughts and feelings.  We met, we talked, we loved.  I wonder if you think like me.  When we met eyes what did you see?  A woman, beautiful and strong?  Someone you wanted to meet and know?  Or are you just a man, greedy and blinded by your physical needs. 

We talked, but did you really want to?  Did you just sit there, drinking, and biding your time?  People can lie amd it's easy to do.  I wonder if you lied to me.  If you meant anything that you said.  Your words seemed good, but were they just words spoken with no feelings backing them?  You seemed the white knight, but maybe I'm a silly girl twisting the real world to fit the fantasy I dream.

Do you think like me?  Seeing someone not something.  Was I used for a one night, or did you have thoughts like me?  That maybe you're a good guy who spoke truthfuly.  That maybe you cared just a little.  Breaking the mold of everyday.

I want to know your thoughts. Whether they be painful or wonderful.  I don't want to fall for your lies.  I want to hurt from a harsh truth.  I'm sick of the lies told to get what one wants.  I want only the truth of your thoughts.  To know if you think like me.

a Smile For a Smile...

When I look with my mind's eye
Tune out the world around
That smile appears

We all wear masks
Never revealing ones true self
I knew you that night

You have smiled before
A smile everyone has seen
Common and meaningless

This went deeper
A smile felt
Something unexplainable

That smile had meaning
Maybe you thought not of it
You looked down to hide

Mines eye captured it
Release is not willed
The memory on repeat

I glow from within
That warm feeling given
It's simply complex

A smile creeps upon me
One that none have seen
A smile for a smile